yesterday tried to put some chinese words onto the net using blog. well, turned out to be a page full of question marks. gosh. experiment failed. was actually a chinese song which i would dedicated to 30 SCE... nvm.
just now went to amk to meet up with jc pals for a game of soccer. glad that the pain isnt there anymore. shag, fun. long time since i played under such hot sun with those chaps. when i left and went home, suddenly felt that i really spent very little time with lijun this weekend. suddenly missed her a lot. want to find her suddenly, but... well, i guess schoolwork comes first anyway... i shall be a good boy. mama say other people study cannot disturb... =)
next weekend is the rv scouts and guides combined campfire (again... =[ i mean the combined part) i wonder how prepared they are, i leave it up to them to run the show. i will go and just see see. morning thinking of going there to play table tennis with junyi and john and edwin. real real long since i played with them. i got much louiser liao while mamba, while staying in OCS, has been training up his table tennis with those cadet mess breaks every other day as a pro term cadet. haha. afternoon most likely go and find girl, IF she is free... then go out and hang out a while. at night, wanna bring her to RV for the campfire. think xinyin and gang will be there too. no... wait, think only xinyin and a few will go. haha. perhaps mush, fen, fiona, giang, the rest like non-existance liao. i wonder if mr. chong will be going or not, well, no one really cares though... chor may come IF he knows. haha.
and guess what day is coming? chinese new year! buy new clothes. haha. spring clean my house.. ooo... and also what other day? valentine's day! gosh... headache... wonder what thing to buy. no flowers are allowed. ok lo... something hand made is the proposal thrown to me by XXX. ok, shall try my best to think while suffering in camp... hmmm =)
gonna book in soon. dont wanna book in. argh... no choice. SIGH...

i wonder how long has it been since i last updated. my blog was kinda down. the pics didnt uoload properly and cant be displayed. my island sunset became one ugly white bkgrd with grossly big font words. well, finally found some time to sit down and solve all these crap out.
these few months, went through many many things... things were no longer smooth sailing... quarrels did happen, but we manage to sort things out. relationships soured, though not solved, i m glad things didnt turn out worse. i reverted back to my old sec 2 self out of frustrations sometimes, luckily seng hock uncle was there for me to guide me back to track. i grew up... and of cos, not forgetting that i finally completed 42 weeks as part of 55/04 OCC...
finally, cadet life has come to an end. tml shall mark the real day the real start of officership. i will be reporting to myt new unit, 30 SCE. i wonder how life there will be. tough and fun? hopefully. life is never a bed of roses, but i believe no matter how rumoured shag the life there will be, now coupled with NDP preparations, there will be sweet moments that i will enjoy.
going to 30 creates mixed feelings in me. going to 30 means i will miss all the drivers, all the instructors, signallers that i made friends with in SOCE. i will miss peeps like adam the ever helpful driver, johnny the reckless and crazy driver, tan li woon and her dominating size and voice, benson and the pictures on his desk, blablabla... i am also gonna miss the thick thick spring bed that i slept on for the past 5 months. now, i embark onto a journey of unkown. sponge mattress, freaking small cupboard, unit life. situated in jurong, i no longer can look forward to having breakfast with lijun, no more sending her home and going camp at same time. jurong is nearer my hse, but it seems kinda out of place now to me...
new place new life new tml...
*ps* girl, i finally updated... hugz